"I've been to Boston. It was my senior year of high school."
"Do you remember it?"
"I don't remember much about the city. I had my first real boyfriend during that trip, and I left him at home. I remember the feeling of really missing him. That's what I remember."



"This song is about running away with my girlfriend. We were 18, and we were in love. My parents didn't understand. They didn't believe that we were truly in love. They thought she wasn't good enough for me. But they were wrong, because now she's my wife."

Craving Powerlessness

I want to be there when the world ends

To be trapped on the boat of humanity

Falling slowly prey to the ocean’s jaws

I want to feel powerless, to feel

Pushed from behind by some inevitable force

That I have no possible way of stopping

I want to look to my left and to my right

And see all of humanity,

Sardined and trapped along with me

It seems that would be the least kind of lonely

To be served the same fate as absolutely everyone

And knowing no one is out there better off than you

I long for responsibility to be taken from my hands

To be handed decisions instead of left to figure out how

To make wise decisions, or to forsake wisdom 

Adulthood is overwhelmingly lonely

You are no one longer attached to anyone,

Parents, friends

I just feel so alone
So responsible
So scared